False Awakening

by DEFERENCE

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released March 31, 2017

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Track Name: Scavengers
Its time to realise
Our world is a lie

Open your fucking eyes
Can't you see that this is the blind leading the blind?

I see a world of deception and deceit,
built on the lies of freedom and society,
Choke on corruption, they prey on the weak
They're at your door, they're wolves disguised as sheep

This is just the beginning
the beginning of the end to all that you knew

You are the scavengers
you pick off every piece of meat left on our fucking bones
I won't give in,
I would rather fucking die than let you win

You're hateful oppressors
looking down on all those beneath
From a kingdom you didn't earn
We'll tear it all down, we'll tear it all down
And we will watch it fucking burn
Track Name: Insomnia
I escape from this fucking cage
to find a canyon at my feet
can I find hope in this valley of death
when I find fear in this temple of life?
Will I fall down
At every hurdle and obstacle in my way
everything is a promise to break
If death is the only real end to this life
Why do I always think twice?

I cant hold on
I'm tearing at the seams of my sanity

I'm breaking out
Escape from this life
Escape from reality
And live your dreams

I've been living a lie for too long
Save me, Save Me
I've been living the only way that I've known
Save me from myself


How could I ever come back from here
without your breath
its suffocating me
when will this ever cease?
How long before I suffocate?
Suffocating me
(This horror steals my breath)
Suffocating me
(Let go of life and escape from reality)

Is my fragile conscience
fracturing under the weight of this burden?
I cannot sleep at night
When all I need is to dream


We're settled in this nightmare
Inside this hell we created ourselves
Maybe one day
There will be footsteps to follow
Out of this darkness

I have seen everything that I love fade away (Fade away)
And all I know becomes a constant nightmare as I sleep
As I fucking sleep
I cant control what I think any more
because my mind slips away (Slips away)
I cant decide between life and death
as they merge into one
My hypocrisy
(I'm tearing at the seams of my sanity)
Is suffocating me
(I'm escaping this reality)
My hypocrisy
(I will question everything)
Suffocating me
But answer this;
Tell me can you
Save me from myself
Track Name: Departure
The path of forgiveness
is a long and tired road
I cant ask for forgiveness
What can I ask for?
One more chance

Staring at your eyes
You've fallen away from me
I cant help you now
I cant save you now
Once more i've failed you
I cant repay this debt
Now I live in regret

I saw the life drain from your eyes
And saw the heart stop that once beat for mine
I never knew that it would end up like this
I never thought I could let you down again

When will the nightmare end
When will the nightmare end
I cannot wake up from this

Wake up

when will this nightmare end
I'm haunted
can we start again?
can we start again?


Please
Give me one more chance
To say goodbye
Please
I just need one more chance
To say goodbye
Please
Give me one more chance
To say goodbye
Please
I just need one more chance
To say goodbye to you

The path to forgiveness
is a long and tired road
I'm tired of regretting every step that I take
I'm so tired of feeling so alone in this place
Without you
Track Name: False Awakening
Wake to this silence around me
Its deafening whispers in my ear
I feel I’m repeating every single day
It all feels the same
I cant go on like this
I should just end this
While every day
I fight through the pain
It all stays the same
Inside

I still fear
everything out there
The silence is haunting me
Tormenting me
Leaving me empty and cold and alone

Please come and save me,
From all the torment and memories in my head
I refuse to be the last one
I refuse to be the last one standing here
I've lost all hope to find a way home

Bite your tongue
Before you speak out of turn
You don't know my battles
Or lessons I’ve learned
Nothing lost
Nothing gained
Hope, Love and hatred, it all feels the same.

I've been living a lie
For as long as I can remember
My desperate endeavour
to find myself again

I always thought that I could save myself
I always thought that I could find my own way
I've let myself down again

How many times can you find yourself
When every step is a mountain to conquer
A severed mind, I fought through hell
will I survive? Only time will tell
Track Name: Become Death Part 2
“TODAY EVERY INHABITANT OF THIS PLANET, MUST CONTEMPLATE THE DAY WHEN THIS PLANET MAY NO LONGER BE HABITABLE. EVERY MAN, WOMAN AND CHILD, LIVES UNDER A NUCLEAR SWORD OF DAMACLES, HANGING BY THE SLENDEREST OF THREADS, CAPABLE OF BEING CUT AT ANY MOMENT BY ACCIDENT OR MISCALCULATION OR MADNESS, THE WEAPONS OF WAR MUST BE ABOLISHED, BEFORE THEY ABOLISH US”

Within the clutches of a dying world
I will rise, watch me rise
From the ruins that we all call home
We are all the same

We are all born of the same construction
before the lies and before the destruction
How will we ever live this life
How could anyone want this fight?

I suffer
I suffer for my sins
and I cant escape
from this life I’ve lived
And I am divided
By my obsession from which I started to be
A creator of life
a saviour of souls
but I had become death

The fires burn
and ashes fly
and I cant see the darkness subsiding
not a glimpse of light

How can we live with this on our heads
Where will we go when everything is dead?
Everything is dead

I've found something to live for
I won't become death