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False Awakening

by D E F E R E N C E

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1.
Scavengers 02:30
Its time to realise Our world is a lie Open your fucking eyes Can't you see that this is the blind leading the blind? I see a world of deception and deceit, built on the lies of freedom and society, Choke on corruption, they prey on the weak They're at your door, they're wolves disguised as sheep This is just the beginning the beginning of the end to all that you knew You are the scavengers you pick off every piece of meat left on our fucking bones I won't give in, I would rather fucking die than let you win You're hateful oppressors looking down on all those beneath From a kingdom you didn't earn We'll tear it all down, we'll tear it all down And we will watch it fucking burn
2.
Insomnia 04:35
I escape from this fucking cage to find a canyon at my feet can I find hope in this valley of death when I find fear in this temple of life? Will I fall down At every hurdle and obstacle in my way everything is a promise to break If death is the only real end to this life Why do I always think twice? I cant hold on I'm tearing at the seams of my sanity I'm breaking out Escape from this life Escape from reality And live your dreams I've been living a lie for too long Save me, Save Me I've been living the only way that I've known Save me from myself How could I ever come back from here without your breath its suffocating me when will this ever cease? How long before I suffocate? Suffocating me (This horror steals my breath) Suffocating me (Let go of life and escape from reality) Is my fragile conscience fracturing under the weight of this burden? I cannot sleep at night When all I need is to dream We're settled in this nightmare Inside this hell we created ourselves Maybe one day There will be footsteps to follow Out of this darkness I have seen everything that I love fade away (Fade away) And all I know becomes a constant nightmare as I sleep As I fucking sleep I cant control what I think any more because my mind slips away (Slips away) I cant decide between life and death as they merge into one My hypocrisy (I'm tearing at the seams of my sanity) Is suffocating me (I'm escaping this reality) My hypocrisy (I will question everything) Suffocating me But answer this; Tell me can you Save me from myself
3.
Departure 04:41
The path of forgiveness is a long and tired road I cant ask for forgiveness What can I ask for? One more chance Staring at your eyes You've fallen away from me I cant help you now I cant save you now Once more i've failed you I cant repay this debt Now I live in regret I saw the life drain from your eyes And saw the heart stop that once beat for mine I never knew that it would end up like this I never thought I could let you down again When will the nightmare end When will the nightmare end I cannot wake up from this Wake up when will this nightmare end I'm haunted can we start again? can we start again? Please Give me one more chance To say goodbye Please I just need one more chance To say goodbye Please Give me one more chance To say goodbye Please I just need one more chance To say goodbye to you The path to forgiveness is a long and tired road I'm tired of regretting every step that I take I'm so tired of feeling so alone in this place Without you
4.
Wake to this silence around me Its deafening whispers in my ear I feel I’m repeating every single day It all feels the same I cant go on like this I should just end this While every day I fight through the pain It all stays the same Inside I still fear everything out there The silence is haunting me Tormenting me Leaving me empty and cold and alone Please come and save me, From all the torment and memories in my head I refuse to be the last one I refuse to be the last one standing here I've lost all hope to find a way home Bite your tongue Before you speak out of turn You don't know my battles Or lessons I’ve learned Nothing lost Nothing gained Hope, Love and hatred, it all feels the same. I've been living a lie For as long as I can remember My desperate endeavour to find myself again I always thought that I could save myself I always thought that I could find my own way I've let myself down again How many times can you find yourself When every step is a mountain to conquer A severed mind, I fought through hell will I survive? Only time will tell
5.
“TODAY EVERY INHABITANT OF THIS PLANET, MUST CONTEMPLATE THE DAY WHEN THIS PLANET MAY NO LONGER BE HABITABLE. EVERY MAN, WOMAN AND CHILD, LIVES UNDER A NUCLEAR SWORD OF DAMACLES, HANGING BY THE SLENDEREST OF THREADS, CAPABLE OF BEING CUT AT ANY MOMENT BY ACCIDENT OR MISCALCULATION OR MADNESS, THE WEAPONS OF WAR MUST BE ABOLISHED, BEFORE THEY ABOLISH US” Within the clutches of a dying world I will rise, watch me rise From the ruins that we all call home We are all the same We are all born of the same construction before the lies and before the destruction How will we ever live this life How could anyone want this fight? I suffer I suffer for my sins and I cant escape from this life I’ve lived And I am divided By my obsession from which I started to be A creator of life a saviour of souls but I had become death The fires burn and ashes fly and I cant see the darkness subsiding not a glimpse of light How can we live with this on our heads Where will we go when everything is dead? Everything is dead I've found something to live for I won't become death

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released March 31, 2017

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